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BLACK IS EVERYTHING

Lately I’ve been buying lipstick and I really enjoy how they compliment my skin tone. I’ve always been scared of wearing them, but I’m happy that I’ve stepped out of my comfort level.
I’ve recently bought Mac concealer. It lasts long and a little amount goes a long way.

I’ll start mass rebloging soon. I have no Wi-Fi at my house and terrible service.

My airman is back and ??? I’m really happy. My heart is doing a little dance. He’s back and I feel good. I didn’t think I’ve ever felt this happy in my last relationship and it’s only the beginning of this one.

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I’ve been out of town for weeks with family. Sorry, y’all.

I feel a little better mentally.

i need a hug most days and someone to cheer me up and take me out. i don’t complain. i’m okay sometimes, but i wish things were different.

it’s not like i want to kill myself or i’m sad. i’m just scared.

rapidly losing my mind 

constant anxiety attacks

???

i really shouldn’t be alone right now

i wish i could be better. i don’t like bothering my mother when i get like this. all she does is cry over me.

i just really want to be better. i need stronger or different medication, but i don’t think i’ll be able to see a psychiatrist any time soon.

austincarl1le:

do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad

prehensileslinkies:

chehries:

myurlistoolong:

kaynime:

gypseian:

forwhenyouneedhope:

I know this can seem like a really harsh lesson sometimes.  But if you’re taking meds, you absolutely. must. consult. your. doctor. if you want to stop.  

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.

YES THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT.seriously I tried that once and I became very ill - please don’t stop taking your medication without first talking it through with your doctor.

I once thought it was okay to go without my anti-depressants for a few days because I didn’t want to bother my mom when she was already short on money.
I cannot stress how much of a bad idea that was.
DO NOT DO IT

Especially if you are on a medication with a very short half life, like Effexor. You will feel ill and shaky and monstrously awful the very next day. Please take care of yourself we love you <3

Reblogging because its important. That’s how I ended up in the hospital with hallucinations and mental instability.

prehensileslinkies:

chehries:

myurlistoolong:

kaynime:

gypseian:

forwhenyouneedhope:

I know this can seem like a really harsh lesson sometimes.  But if you’re taking meds, you absolutely. must. consult. your. doctor. if you want to stop.  

I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH.

YES THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT.
seriously I tried that once and I became very ill - please don’t stop taking your medication without first talking it through with your doctor.

I once thought it was okay to go without my anti-depressants for a few days because I didn’t want to bother my mom when she was already short on money.

I cannot stress how much of a bad idea that was.

DO NOT DO IT

Especially if you are on a medication with a very short half life, like Effexor. You will feel ill and shaky and monstrously awful the very next day. Please take care of yourself we love you <3

Reblogging because its important. That’s how I ended up in the hospital with hallucinations and mental instability.

(Source: recoverykitty)

wussut:

Mountain Climbing Squat…

wussut:

Mountain Climbing Squat…

ammits420friendlychillspot:

i wanna marry somebody cuter than me but sadly…i am the cutest :/

(Source: ammit420)

groovemeister-jared:

colonelmustangsnipples:

would you care for a free lollipop?

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WOULD I

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would you

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WOULD I

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WOULD I 

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would i what

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would you care for a free lollipop?

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WOULD I

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RADDA RADDA

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david:

Tomorrow!

(Source: whitehouse)